I haven’t written a “note” or “blog” or any sense of the word if it applies to my life, my experiences, or my opinions and honestly it’s been more due to me worrying about what others may think, how they may try to decipher what I’m saying and how those opinions may affect my future. At this point in time, I think I have to move past that worry and paranoia.
So in the past months, my “dedication,” has kept me from doing many of the things and events I look forward to. Funny thing is that I was told getting into this I would have full support to be able to continue to volunteer at these events. With the “challenges and changes” that just seemed to continue coming, I sacrificed my efforts for something I have a true passion and desire for to do something that would allow me to pay the bills.
There is no doubt in my mind that I am geographically in the place I am meant to be, and with my employer’s recent news, I feel like God is very clearly telling me to stop settling. I know there is a better plan for what I need to be doing. Very soon, I should have a little extra time to focus on polishing some skills that have been neglected for far too long.
I have high hopes and even bigger dreams, and although I feel as though another chapter of my life is coming to an end, I am very optimistic for the outcome.
And don’t worry, I’ll be recapping some of the previous months’s “events.” Definitely stories that need to be told. Hand over heart…